October 19
you dont know...
You don't know what it's like to feel despair,
Until you've spent a day in my shoes.
You don't know what it's like to feel pain,
Until you have been beat by your loved ones.
You don't know what it's like to feel torment,
Until you've listened to the demons in my head.
You don't know what it's like to feel dejection,
Until you have walked alone.
You don't know what it's like to feel agony,
Until you've held the gun to your head.
You don't know what it's like to feel cruelty,
Until you have been laughed at.
You don't know what it's like to feel misery,
Until you stand on the ledge to debate the jump.
You don't know what it's like to feel hopelessness,
Until you have been me.